You're HOW Old?!?!

due to popular demand....

I'M TURNING TWENTY AT MIDNIGHT!!!!

frap bang bang. that lollipops.

omg. at least i got a year to come to terms with the fact that i'm totally losing my childhood, i mean teenagehood...

i still haven't accepted that i'm 19. go figure. i FEEL 18... as in like we just got out of high school....

and since i acted and felt like i was 17 when i was 18... i guess that i feel like i'm still 17, get it?

sigh... my tea-party post pretty much sums up what i feel about leaving teenagehood....

no more rebelling. being emo. stone-ing. wasting my life. complaining. complaining about sitting for SPM. high school. friends. random outings. last-minute trips. sleepovers. cam-whoring. break-ups and make-ups. fashion and trends. style evolution. no more METAMORPHOSIS.

cos when you're old you're supposed to be stable bla bla know who you are bla bla discovered yourself bla blah BLAH.

you're supposed to "shoulder responsibility", and "take initiative"...

Didn't make sense not to live for fun.

sigh... and i don't know what i want to do with my life...

seriously.

should i?

i'm just gonna let it pass me by peacefully...

WHAT?!?!

whatever.

SAD

DEEP DEEP down, i'm DAMN sad.

but i have assignments on my mind. so i can't really entertain such feelings right now :(

damn distracting assignments.

:(