I'll Grow Up When I Want To

so no emo posts this year.

i don't even know if anyone remembers.

i know of three though, who have already wished me, early. =)

but i'm not really caring this year.

i knew i'd feel like this. (when i was planning last year's one. that's why the picnic was such a big thing for me. but no one got that. =\)

i don't even know if i'm going to get to celebrate or not this year....

and i don't really care.

i guess i'll celebrate when it feels right.

i'll grow up when i want to, not before.