The Heart-wrenching Story Of My Life

such is my luck

that i find the perfect guy

the PERFECT guy

sweet, humble, funny, kind, caring, slightly vulnerable, out going, friendly, honest, witty, can still surprise me with the littlest things AND smart AND is taller than me

and he thinks that he isn't good enough for anyone

moreover he already has someone else in mind

and i know this because he told me that he isn't good enough for this other girl.

excellent, two strikes in one blow.

and i don't know what to do about it.

i hate this feeling.

i feel immensely vulnerable yet very much happy at the same time.

it sucks.

and to top it all off, he might, he just might like me as well.

if his body language isn't miscommunicating.

i never should have let myself fall.

but he's perfect. ='(